I fail at Ramadan

Days 3-4-5-6 I completely didn't fast. Wednesday to Friday I thought I would, but I failed. I was back in the apartment - a studio apartment - and it's hard to fast when the fridge is right across from you the entire day... Also, there were some bad things that happened during the days and I tend to be an emotional eater.

Very, very emotional.

A cockroach in the bathtub...

Learning what I heard were, indeed, gunshots...

Blah.

Saturday, though, I didn't bother fasting at all. Matt and I went out with some other people late Friday evening - clubbing and drinking. Waking up Saturday, I was thirsty and slightly hungover so I didn't want to fast. :-)

Today I'm trying again.  I suppose it's easier because I'm visiting Matt and his family and I'm upstairs and the fridge is downstairs. Also, he and his brother are out with some friends for their weekly game so he and I aren't chilling out watching TV or something and so, eating and drinking whilst watching.

Gratitudes

Wednesday, August 3
1. Matt putting up with me screaming in his ear over the phone
2. Eating some of my Rocky Road ice cream
3. Watching some things on Hulu
4. Watched Get Smart, from Netflix
5. Finished an anthology of Isaac Asimov short stories

Thursday, August 4
1. Finished the rest of the ice cream
2. Matt calming me down when I got freaked out over the shooting news
3. Went to ALDI for groceries
4. Munching on chips
5. Sorting out my clothes

Friday, August 5
1. Sleeping in
2. A refreshing shower
3. Fish fillet
4. Getting pushed out of my comfort zone
5. Dancing with Matt

Saturday, August 6
1. Matt bought me a Grape Gatorade
2. Learned that a friend's sister made the Olympic trial time at Nationals!
3. Watched The Girl Who Leapt Through Time
4. Little deaths
5. STEAK for dinner! ♥