I am not sure, I think instead of thinking back and thinking 'Am I worth it to her for her to go through the pain to have me if she could go back in time.' One should just look at is as, it happened. That child was meant to be. There is no going back in time. So such a situation would never happen. So it is not worth the pain of considering.

As someone whos Mom did not want her after she was born, I just have to tell myself not to think about it and to be happy I am alive.